You've been playing with my heart for way to long and its over now
I will no longer allow you to drain every ounce of happiness i have like you did for so long
You made me happy at certain times, but when i look back, i can tell it was just a charade.
I really cant believe i trusted YOU with my heart.
I was looking for something entirely different, but i tried to overlook the many times you hurt me.
I'm exhausted from your lies
"I Love You" was my favorite lie you told me
I dont think you know how much it means to a girl when she hears it
you would throw those three little words around as if they didnt mean a thing
Im here to tell you they have a significant meaning
You should be careful who you say them to,
cause they might just believe you...
the third time you randomly popped back into my life, I thought it could work at first
then you started showing the same signs as last time
i wouldnt hear from you in Days and the next time we talked it was as if i was the only one you thought about
let me tell you, you had me believing in you
you had me thinking it was really gonna work this time
i put everything i had into it while you were too busy to notice
all of a sudden you were busier than ever before
when the day came to see if we were going to finally make everything work,
you acted as if you didnt even care
i was so frustrated with you, it drove me INSANE!!!
I cried for Three Hours STRAIGHT
and as i was laying in my pool of tears
I thought ," Why do i like to hurt myself like this?"
"Why would i give You another chance?"
"If he doesnt care enough to talk to me every so often, then why do i even try?"
It's Not worth my tears or my time
It hurts really bad to let you go, but I Am
I am letting you go your own way and i will no longer stand in your way
you picked what was most important to you all those other times so i deserve to pick my own way.
I'm not going to lie, I do still care about you dearly, and I will sincerely miss you, but its time for me to let you go, I ve been holding on too long
I know for a fact that I am hurting wayyyy more than you right now,
I know this for a fact because when i said i couldn't be with you anymore, your response was short and it even included a smiley face..wow..
thats all you had to say..it hurt to know that i didnt mean a thing to you
you weren't the least bit upset..
It will take me a while to get over you, even though you can't say the same
All i have to remember you by is the letters i wrote to you,
letters i Never gave you
I think i will go lock them in a chest and throw away the key
I guess this is goodbye
Sincerely, Anna Beth