Is this Real?

Once, Twice, Third time's the charm?
You've deceived me twice already
Should I really trust you a third time?
You've brought back some mixed feelings
It's a strange type of feeling
It's like I am falling from a skyscraper
Are you going to be there to catch me?
If so, prove it.
Show me Your gonna be there
Why not do something for me once in a while
Like actually CARE how I feel
Or will your Pride get in the way?
Can You just Be Real for once?
Don't be like the others
I mean, Is it really gonna matter in the end?
NO
So Why does it matter now?
You can answer that yourself
I'm gonna be my True self
If you want a happy Life I suggest You do the Same

You are like a Magician
You ask me to be your volunteer for your act
I feel special, that you would pick Me out of a giant crowd of people
I hesitate but you hypnotize me with your charm
You instruct me to get inside a box
You tell me that you are going to put knives in the slots in the box
You tell me the knives won't really hurt me
I believe you
You place the first knife in the box, but you lied to me,
It did hurt
When the act was done you disappeared
You were nowhere to be found
You Forgot to get me out of the box
You left me when I needed you the most
I tried and tried to get out of the box
And when I finally opened the lid,
you reappeared, and slapped the box shut again
It seems as if I'm never going to get out